November 2011
1 post
You see, for every single decision you have made for your life, it would affect your life in every possible way.
And I see, that for every single decision I’ve made, I’d gain something, and lose something. That doesn’t make me an angel. Or a hero. Or a wise girl. It’ll just make me a commoner. That’s what everybody does. Making decisions. Living through it. We might...
September 2011
1 post
I’m tired.
Look, what I’m trying to say is that I enjoy what i’m going through right now.
It’s just 24hours a day are not enough for me.
April 2011
4 posts
flapjacksblog asked: What is your favorite cartoon character?
Physically, I’m right here, right now, in the middle of my normal teenager life. I’m in my room, typing in front of my beloved old Macbook, spending Saturday night, rarely, by reading some books and watching Glees & How I Met Your Mothers.
But not my head.
No. It always turns like this, since I was just a little girl who found out that reading is an awesome experience. It always...
February 2011
1 post
“Tuhan adalah karakter yang paling tidak bisa ditebak. Setiap orang mencoba untuk...”
December 2010
1 post
SOMEWHERE IN THIS PLANET
“Do not ever...
November 2010
0 posts
happy birthday to myself :)
welcome, 17. welcome, maturity!!!
October 2010
2 posts
like you know, this all sucks. actually, the feeling about being lose is what very sucks. so now you won? satisfied? happy? well, don’t wish I’ll be happy for your happy life. happy yippie. I never ask you to make me happy and say nice words to me. but please, for once, can you please not to think only YOUR SELF and YOUR DAMN LIFE and YOUR OWN FUCKING PROBLEMS? you aren’t...
September 2010
1 post
IF I WERE LESBIAN, I’D FALL IN LOVE WITH THESE GIRLS
But I’m not a lesbian, so all that I can do is envy them (also stalk them).
WOOOEEFFF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 2010
11 posts
Manusia.
Bahwa manusia itu memiliki hak kehidupannya sendiri untuk bahagia.
Bahwa kehidupan ini tidak hanya surgawi aja yang terus menerus didentangkan agar diikuti. KITA punya kehidupan dari Sang Pemberi yang tentu, selain ingin agar ciptaan-Nya melakukan hal-hal yang membuat dia senang, juga melakukan hal-hal yang membuat ciptaan-Nya tersebut memperoleh kebahagiaan (dengan cara yang tidak merugikan...
feelin sad for something I couldn’t tell ya here.
It’s embarrassing. No one knows because it’s way too embarrassing and this doesn’t make any sense. I don’t want anyone to know.
HHHHH… at the times like this, I really wanna go back to my elementary school years… or even, my junior high times.
high school is killing me.
NOT that I don’t like my...
“The heart problem is an never ending story. I’m pretty sure God put that...”
– Pamela Novranska
at the first, I keep on thinking ‘this 3 years has to be my greatest years. I want this to be memorable and fun and wild and crazy and blahblahblah’. But now it seems like that kind of mind hampers me to reach the ‘real’ fun.
I decided not to think about that thing anymore. I will just let it flow and do my best during these crazy years. High school is confusing…...
Diana Rikasari's style :P
okay. Let’s try this one post. Just think that I am a fashion blogger :P
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last Friday I went to GOR (Gelanggang Olah Raga) Otista with some of my friends : Agita, Rifka, and Stevani. We were going to see Nadira at Remaja Ceria’s final. Yup, Nadira, one of my bestfriend...
TumblRidu™: Keong Racun (The Poisonous snail) →
Keong Racun (The Poisonous snail)
Dasar kau keong racun (Hey.. you poisonous snail ) Baru kenal eh ngajak tidur (Just new know/first meeting uh invites sleep) Ngomong nggak sopan santun (talking are not polite ) Kau anggap aku ayam kampung (You think I’m chicken-village ) Kau rayu diriku…
Twitter is currently down for ‘planned maintenance’
i totally have no idea about what to do r/n.
July 2010
4 posts
“Bhinnêka tunggal ika tan hana dharma mangrwa. (Terpecah belahlah itu, tetapi...”
– Kitab Sutasoma (Mpu Tantular, abad 14)
my Webblog →
recently just blogged some of my stories in Malaysia - Singapore study tour. check that! :P
heck
I’m not really in the mood to study (in the school) today.
going to skip sch. 2mrw.
25 Random Facts About Me
1. Got a weird-yet-proud-feeling when bought new books. Bought. Not borrow.
2. Currently trying to do sports more often than I’ve already did.
3. Actually hate to type on phone because I can’t type as fast as I want it to be.
4. Feel uncomfortable when people who’s tinier (you know, that kind of people who got small butts?) start to give comments about my large size. They have...
May 2010
8 posts
aku juga ingin berbuat kebaikan…
Amsal 30:7-9 30:7 Dua hal aku mohon kepada-Mu, jangan itu Kautolak sebelum aku mati, yakni: 30:8 Jauhkanlah dari padaku kecurangan dan kebohongan. Jangan berikan kepadaku kemiskinan atau kekayaan. Biarkanlah aku menikmati makanan yang menjadi bagianku. 30:9 Supaya, kalau aku kenyang, aku tidak menyangkal-Mu dan berkata: Siapa TUHAN itu? Atau, kalau aku miskin, aku mencuri, dan mencemarkan nama...
let they say what they wanna say, what they wanna do. I hear people. Yes, I hear what people say, but that doesn’t mean I will do as what they want me to do. I am myself. I am me. I am the one who has the control of myself. So……. let they say all the shits, and well, we will see who will win at the end.
we will see.
mama bilang, “Jangan tersesat di jalan yang benar.”
I got your point, Mom. 100%. I have to learn from Jesus, yes, Jesus. Dia melayani, rendah hati, menolong orang, dicaci maki orang-orang sirik, padahal Dia jauh lebih hebat dari semua orang di dunia ini. I want to be like Him.
I heard some words today. Twice. The same thing. From different people. I was in the silent, but I was listening to them.
This is the time that I have to change………… because I don’t wanna be them who feels proud of what they are. I wanna help people, I wanna make them happy, but beside of all, I still have to be myself.
I have to turn myself. This time, I already...
imma at Legenda Univ Malaysia r/now. I’m having a trip to visit universities at Malaysia and Singapore. catch ya later, pals :D
hell yeah. this has been a long time…
we have so many things to share. again. like the old days.
Well…we have so many times to do it…
miss ya, really, my old friend :)
April 2010
43 posts
I like this smell.
It smells like the new beginning.
It smells like an old friendship just started again.
It smells like it’s a new chance, to forgive each other, to share things again, to pick the small pieces.
I like this smell.
Welcome, old friend :) It’s my pleasure to welcome you back to my life, to have you as a new friend -also an old one.
here’s the thing :
I don’t wanna be an emo girl, but I just can’t stand that, pals. I’m the emo one, I’m emo for nothing, I have no reason for being like this, I feel like I’m lost where actually my life has been good lately. I just……. don’t know what’s so wrong. I couldn’t find it, for God’s sake.
yes, I’m that lucky bastard. Sue me if you can. I’ve done nothing to you. You’re the one who got mad of myself. Not from what I did xP
you, totally, have no idea about what I was talking about, and what I’m talking about right now. You totally have no idea about this. Because you don’t want to try to understand me, you don’t want to care, you don’t want to think about this, and from all of the bullshits : you don’t love me.
but I have to stop act like I’m carrying all of the sins of the human beings.
why it has to be so complicated?
claritadiorisa:
we already confessed each other. you love me. i love you. why don’t we try it?
it hurts.
today I opened my folder. Picture folder. Screenshots album.
There are 5 pictures, you and me, we were calling and webcaming by yahoo messenger. remember? ha.
I know this is a big mistake. I feel ridiculous. When everyone says that I.have.to.move.on, I still stand in the same place, running the lame things. Do you know what’s so lame? I still remember you. As if you didn’t go. As...