hello! I'm Pamela, 16. I talk with chords, and sing with words. Currently a high school girl who lives in Jakarta. Love to learn something new and get excited by doing wild things.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Physically, I’m right here, right now, in the middle of my normal teenager life. I’m in my room, typing in front of my beloved old Macbook, spending Saturday night, rarely, by reading some books and watching Glees & How I Met Your Mothers.
But not my head.
No. It always turns like this, since I was just a little girl who found out that reading is an awesome experience. It always is like this every single time I read too much. My head will always fly somewhere.
And it is flying somewhere you’ll never know, right now.
It is between a gift & curse that my imagination is beyond wild.
I know what I want. I know the big picture of it. I always know it since I know how to read and understand novels. Since my cousin lend me that Dan Brown books when I was 11.
Since I know that I have to believe that I can always be more than this, that I can reach whatever I want. Since I realize that life keeps something big for those who deserve it.
And what if, what I really want, is not here? What if, I really want to end up somewhere far, far, far. The furthest I can reach. The better.
What. if?
